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Coming Out pt2

June 4, 2025

When I came out my mom lowkey didn't make a big deal out of it which is perfect honestly

I didn't start off using queer terms but instead opened up by saying how I didn't exclusively feel male or female but being percieved as either didn't really bother me. She surprisingly understood even though she couldn't relate, maybe because I explained it with analogies and stuff.

I didn't tell my dad cause God forbid LMAOOO I'm one million percent sure he's gonna completely disregard it and hope it's a phase

Honestly I don't care if anything changes, I just wanted her to know just in case cause I'm tired of hiding stuff

Coming out

June 3, 2025

I'm thinking of coming out as trans to my mom. I don't think she'll fully understand, but I'm gonna tell her I just wanted her to know. Obviously my gender isn't one or the other but I'll just say I like presenting as both. I don't want it to change anything since I won't really care, but I need her to know just in case I might go on hormones or whatever or change my name. This shit is so scary. I was outed as bisexual by my sister in 2018 so I was forced to come out, but this is different. Especially with the increase in transphobia. My dad is not going to understand at all I'm pretty sure so I'm just focusing on my mom for now. Whateverrrr wish me luck I don't know what the hell I'm gonna do.

Runny nose

June 3, 2025

You ever get a runny nose in a quiet class & u don't wanna keep snifflinf so you try ur best to suffer in silence

I remember when I was in my classes I would get the worst runny noses but I would be too embarassed to go up and get another tissue

Eventually my tissue would get too gross to reuse so I'd have to pray that it didn't get worse (it always did) I remember the walk back to the tissues would be so humiliating after having snot running down my face

Realistically, no one probably cares if I sniffle or get up to get a lot of tissues but you gotta understand I hated being perceived in any sorta way

If it makes any sense I got diagnosed with agoraphobia like two years later

random title

June 3, 2025

It smells like peanut butter in this room

AAAAAHHHHSDJLJBS

June 3, 2025

IM FUCKING TWEAKINGGGGGGGG

this hyperfixation gonna be the death of me i swear to god man . im starting to finally get ranfren shit on my fyp and it's the NORMAL FANS i am SO RELIEVED. I hate how being a ranfren fan has such a bad reputation cuz the comic itself isnt problematic it's just that theres too many weirdos in the fandom . . .

but anyways it's like 12:12am the time I'm writing this n I gotta get up early so I'll probably add another entry later

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